Dear Nana, I am truly sorry to hear this. No one should go through accusations or personal attacks. Technical debates are one thing but personal and emotional attacks do not belong in open source communities (or any community), in GitHub issues, nor on mailing lists. It is too easy to forget that coders are humans, that humans have feelings, and that everyone reaches their limit at some point. This is how we lose people who care deeply about what they build. The most important thing right now is that you take care of yourself, get some rest, and find some distance from what has been causing you harm. Your health matters more than any project or organization. Whatever you decide going forward, thank you for the work you’ve done and for the time and energy you’ve invested. Please know that I would be glad to hear from you again, whenever and however feels right to you. Take care, Arno